Life is to dissolve EGO

Often I look to my Life to find that many times I showed much Ego to people, even to friends and relatives. I thought I am very good person and I should hold myself up; and to uphold myself I often forget that the other person also may be good even better at heart. I always thought myself a special person, very honest and upright and I deserve a special treatment! I denied to mix with 'just anyone' and looked for exceptional persons to befriend! Alas! I have very few friends and even many friends, whom I want are dreaded of me, I always thought, WHY? I am so good, still I have very few people with me! It is so unjust, none understands me!

But now only recently I engaged a worker who is good in work, but suffering the same disease of Egoism. I can feel her, she thinks she is so good and always tries to advertise it very rudely. I do not like her, even if her work is Ok. I pity her now for her attitude.

Now I understand what mistake I have done in my Life. I am now ashamed of myself. In my Ego and self-glorification I have hurt even my Parents, My friends and many relatives and even my Life-partner, my most lovable Hubby.

To enjoy life and make life sucessful one have to shake off all Ego and be transparent. It is not easy, still I have started to practice it. and I have a hope that My Life will be a Better Place hence forth.